Monday, January 25, 2010

Am I Really A Blogger? !

So, I never thought that I'd ever become a blogger. I always thought opening up to people over the internet was over-rated. But, its kinda cool so far. Yeah, I digg it. I digg

Bestfrienddddddd :D

- so I promised my all time bestfriend in the world that I would dedicate a blog post to her because she's that awesome :D. Okay, Muffin ( not her real name ) thank you :) your the bestest. I really mean it when I say, you saved my life. Oh and sorry for all the bullshit I put you through but I warned you, im not full of shit. I'm a piece of shit. I pulled the funniest prank ever ! on you today. It was funny as hell. You were so scared and sooooooooo mad after but you love me so uh, It doesn't matter :D
* p.s I will be referring to my bestfriend as Muffin in any other blog post I put up * just saying.

- Just Listen

Just Listen .

that's what my teacher told me today when I was purposely pissing her off today with her non-literal questions.

Just Listen .

not alot of words but definitely alot of meaning.
Just Listen, listen to what someone says when they're just randomly talking about nothingness. Talking about some party that was apperantly "Off the hook" on Friday.
Listening can get you alot of places without you even trying to go anywhere. Listening can teach you alot about someone when the person is trying to hide it from you. Listen to the secrets oh-so descriptive words that teaches you the characteristics and the ways of that person.
thats only one of many things wrong with society and what they lead us to believe.
Music, for example .
Music is something that people take for granted.
If you ask someone what type of music they like, its most likely that they are only going to name two or three or even four if your lucky. But, hardly anyone well say that I love all types of music. Because they have only sampled a few and they have just grown to like that type of music. Today, my friend picked up my iPod and asked what type of music I listen to. I say, I listen to music that speaks something to me. She looked at me like I had pizza in my hair. She said "So, you like all types of music, as long as it speaks to you?" I was like, "Yeah, because isn't that what music is supposed to do?, speak the things that you may not normally say just randomly or on a regular?". She handed me back my iPod and walked away. I think she was scared of the fact that I was a fourteen year old African American that listened to "We the Kings" or "Mayday Parade" and not very much "Woncka Floncka" or "Gucci Mane". I'm not saying that I completely hate Gucci Mane or any rape star, but when I listen to most of their songs I hear the words clearly and I realize what they are saying already. When I listen to Mayday Parade, they dont say things that are very clear. They use the art of poetry to sing what they are feeling. In a brick, I like complicated and when things are not complicated. I get scared. But, dont label me and say that I hate rap, I actually like some rap just music that speaks to me more. :) Remember, Be Blunt.

- - Stars, and Black Hearts

Hello, I'm Complicated And This Is My Story

- Hello, I'm complicated and I decided to write about it. I call myself complicated because I have the regular everyday teenage complications only I think that in some ways they are especially made to complicate my life, just because. I decided to write a blog. Frankly, because I hate writing in notebooks and my God forsaken mother feels like she can just read anything whenever she wants. And, because I write alot and my arm cramps fast. I'm a pretty chill kid, I like school, bite me. I LOVE to write, read and laugh REALLY loud. I hate to read things that bore me so dont do that. I am NOT a geek. I know, it sounds strongly that I am. But, thats just another thing that society has twisted around. Because I enjoy school from time to time and enjoy reading I should wear glasses and have nasel problems. I am actually bad at half the subjects in school but somehow I still enjoy it. I laugh at anything and everything. Some people think that I am very sarastic, and dont know when not to be. :p Yes, thats true. But, I call it bluntness. Be blunt, thats what I say.

Stars, and Black hearts,
-- Complicated .